The moment you commit to something and wasn’t able to live up to the expectation, you’re a jerk
On April 11, 2023, I was a jerk for not finishing what I must on the day I said yes to it. I was asked to submit my LP for my final demo on this day but I wasn’t able to do so and I feel shame. I can’t reason it out because it is my fault for not submitting on time and it is on me totally. I felt horrible for my CT thinking how he might be waiting for me to accomplish my task on this day and I didn’t deliver. Imagine how disappointed could he be that the student teacher under his supervision is incompetent that she couldn’t even submit her LP on time.
At the end of the day, I feel like an idiot and disappointment at the same time especially when I am seeing people my age and people I once shared a classroom with accomplish things in their career.
An entry of a Student-Teacher 